Thursday, March 21, 2013

End Destination

 Salam.

Again harini tak boleh tidur,
 
Deciding to update blog.

AGAIN.

(Tiba2 rasa jelous dngn atok Shimon sbb slalu sgt update blog) Hee~

Family Medicine Posting

              Since tak pernah update langsung perasaan smasa berada di Family Medicine Posting berniat untuk briefly bercerita mengenai pengalaman semasa dipostingkan ke KK Marang. So far, brada dalam KK adalah sangat Klinik Kekeluargaan. Tak kisah lar dari segi Specialist dngan Doctor dengan Nurse and also with patient. Kalau jumpa patient bukan hanya tanya history taking je, kadang-kadang leyh smbng pasal family mak cik ngan pak cik. Cnth:

Anak sihat ke Pak Cik?

Makan apa je mak cik ni sampai naik gula ni?

Anak kerja mana mak cik?

             Nama pun Family Medicine, so cover skali family2 nye haa.. Huu~ Di samping melihat follow up ibu2 mengandung dan kanak2 yang memerlukan suntikan. Smua kena cover up. Huu~ Tpi yang menariknya family Med nampak macam rilek sbb bak kata Dr Suhazeli "Takde oncall"



 Psychiatric Posting

              This is my last posting yang baru habis dalm 2 minggu lepas. Honestly, Psychiatric posting is really another version of medical towards approaching patient with mental illness. =) And tnpa stethoscope pun anda boleh mendiagnose patient dngan history taking sahaja. Hee~

              Tapi disease dia pening2 lalat sket lar. Sbb kebanyakan disease macam nak sama je dngan kehidupan seharian. Contoh: Depression, Bipolar in Manic State,. Tapi sbaik lar ada DSM IV bila rasa diri macam Manic or  Depressed trus cek criteria fulfill ke tak.

               But agree with one of my friend,

               "When we learn psychiatric, we are learning about ourselves and become more and more recognized who we are actually. Personality, emotion dll"

               And I am learning more about myself. And about people also. How to cope with stress, How to react with certain situation and unconscious defense mechanism. All are different among us.

"The more you look into and understand yourself, the less judgmental you become towards others."
Tariq Ramadan


Allah is our END Destination

Impian hidup, matlamat hidup, kebahagiaan hidup. Ada orang kata kecantikan, kemewahan, kepandaian adalah antara impian, matlamat dan kebahagiaan hidup di dunia.

Tapi ramai jugak yang terlupa, di mana pengakhiran spatutnya yang perlu diletakkan sbgy impian, matlamat dan kebahagiaan hidup.

Adakah kalau kita peroleh KECANTIKAN itu saja pengakhiran kebahagiaan bagi kita?

Adakah kalau tak pass exam, sgalanya-sgalanya sperti tak Bermakna dah pada kita?

Atau kalau kita impikan perkahwinan yang bahagia ada dngan mendapatnya itu sahaja Pengakhiran Kebahagiaan pada kita?

dll

The answer is totally NO!

Allah sahaja yang kekal dalm dunia ini. Impian, matlamat, kebahagiaan yang abadi hanya kepada ALLAH s.wt dan kerana Allah s.w.t.

 "Dalam kehidupan ini hanya senda gurau dan permainan. Dan sesungguhnya negeri akhirat itulah kehidupan yang sebenarnya, sekiranya mereka mengetahui"
 (Quran 29;64)

Tapi antara kita terlupa Allah sbagy destinasi terakhir, dan terbuai ketika mencapai impian, matlamat dan kebahgiaan hidup. Lantas apabila impian, matlamat dan kebahagiaan hidup yang sementara itu hilang, kita mula resah, sedih, down, useless. Sdgkan matlamat yang sbnr adalah kepada Allah s.w.t.

Put ALLAH as the ends. Not the world.




Akhir Kata

Kenapa cite pasal 2 posting ni a.k.a Family Medicine and Psychiatric Posting je? Because inshaALLAH thinking to further my career in this two. Other than OnG and Neurology.

(Erk MBBS tak abes lagi, dah ada angan2 nak amek Master? Hee~)

Sekian~~

Nukilan,
Org yang Tak Perfect dan Tak Baik Sgt,
Insya-Allah masih membaiki diri.. =)

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Can't Sleep

Salam

Jam skrg pukul 4.45 am....

Mata tak boleh tido. Memang serius takleyh tidur..



And then decided to update something in blog yang dah bersawang, berhabuk dan lama tak update ni..


To many stories to be wrote. It happens just like a blink of eye.
Some bring happiness
Some bring smile
And some bringing sadness in my life


=)







So for this post I really like to promote a recent book that I read nowadays


Reclaim Your Heart ~ Yasmin Mohaged.


It is a must buy book! Seriously.


I've been reading it nowadays, and it really teach more about how to make your heart sincere just to ALLAH s.w.t. Regarding our hope, expectations, troublesome, happiness, everything are being explained nicely in giving it just to ALLAH s.w.t

But honestly, to make ur heart sincere is not easy as A, B, C,
(For me)
But trying to. InshaALLAH


Pray for me please.

I need to be strong in this situation now. My hope are again being to high for something which are not permanent. And yet it become so painful to let it go.

My bad. =(

~Sekian

Nukilan,
Org yang Tak Perfect dan Tak Baik Sgt,
Insya-Allah masih membaiki diri.. =)